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I was your star, Shining bright. And you were my Sun, holding it back. But, then you let It go. Those rays hurt. Each one as Powerful as the last. Why'd you have to Go? Leaving this Void. I collapsed Upon myself, ripping Apart what I used to Be. I'm a super nova. Broken parts fly through Space, it was my heart. Unfixable, crashing into The Earth. And you never Though when you died it Would never hurt me, but You missed one thing. Those rays really hurt. Each one as powerful as The last. You never thought Anything about the pain You'd cause. You died. I collapsed. Together, we were beautiful. You di

I long for this touch, I want to feel this Through this screen, But we cant feel Each-other without Running into the sheild That is those miles, The sea that divides What we could be. I'm waiting! I'm patient! I need this! I want this! I'm iching for this! I cant have this! It hurts to know We love each-other But we cant have It. No way to You, I'm losing it. You'll never know. I'm waiting! I'm patient! I'm aching! I'm yearning!   I'm inching for this! I'm sick of it! I'm sick of those seas... I'm sick of only seeing You through this screen... I'm sick of no hope for love... I'm sick of constant reminder- We're millions of miles

we sip from the golden seas, only acting arrogant until we meet the ones we love. you find your- self in the bee hive, workers running about until you escape now we meet in- the forest of greenery and gumdrops. rivers of gold runs the land, until it ends at the rocks of crystal. inside are trapped crafts you've held before, haven't you? i see you at- the river of gold lased in diamond. your greed brings you here, or perhaps, the lost one you've been seeking, ever since the bee hive. i know... we arrive at- the cabin he built for you, please let me talk, dont run this time. you see, the skies are black now, stars exploding here and

What would you Think if I Drank too much? Falling deeper, getting Lost. I'm losing My mind. Trapped In this dark With the only Light coming from The memories within' The fireflies. Drink and drink Drowning my time Away in the numbness That is this Pain. It hit Me like a Hurricane, thoughts Rushed, it wont Be the same Without you here. Oh my god... What if I Drank too much? Falling deeper in This, I've lost My mind. Trapped In this dark, and The only light Was memories held by the fireflies. And as I Try to swim In the liqueur and gin, the Anchors of our Love - it pulls Me down, chained to my ankle. No... This should the last

How did it Feel when you Lied right in My Face? I'm Betting you felt Nothing, just like The numb I'm Feeling. How did You feel when I told you I was done? I kept your Lie a secret Just in case Anyone ever found it out... you Out. And then I Got home, I Saw you with Him, the pain was Deep within', I Know I was In debt to The lies I'll Never forget so... Why'd you do it anyway? you Already knew I Was in pain. You put the Barrel To my Face, and watched The flesh blow Away. Why'd you do it anyway? You kissed me On the face That day, though I pushed it Down... I pushed It down... So, Why you'

It’s hard to Find the times We’ve led into The dark, lost Into the wilderness, Longed into ruins, In our Desperate attempts to Run in offense, Holding up our Flag, so rue For the lost And anguish again Loses itself, feel Freed and honestly I want to feel It again, the Sadness or refuge, Holding in cue For the men To come holding Their guns and Shooting their bullets For the lifelines Lost and yet Not forgotten, but Ever so warm Summer sunsets so Bright, vibrant color And everlasting in The night sky, So tell me, Again, are the Times we’ve led Into the dark Lost? Ever-so Lost i

When I get home No ones home, And when I Sleep, I'm all Alone, I've tried Talking but there's No one, I Feel the agony, It's all over Me. I never wanted This from you, All the things You have put Me through, I Can't take being Lonley, I just Want back what You've taken. I never cared To be alone, But you brought Up everything that I had blown, I blacked out On the floor, You where there Watching me, I Felt the agony. I open my Eyes alone at Home, I sleep and no ones Home, I wipe My tears away, Hiding the agony.

Bruises and burns Can't handle the words Trying to make my way Through the dangerous Heards, I want to make It out, or stay Alive. This jungle is Too deep, so full of That noise, and I wont Make a peep or alert The ones who reap in the dark. Need to avoid the hazardus Things they've said. I Don't want to fall Apart... You hit me To the ground And pushed me Around, You Made fun of me, And stole from Me. Everyday I'd Asked for peace, And everytime you Took it away. You Made me no longer Trust anyone, but Hide from your Fray. Everyday I'm affraid, Oh how I can't stop your raid. I hated the way You made me feel. I will hide away Fr

You're my lantern to guide me through the dark, The only one that i hold guiding me to the arc I'd fight day in and out for you, But we wont get back the relationship i blew. Please forgive me, i want that part of it back It flew out the window in the midst of the "act" (You where my only light, you are my only light) What ever you say, to me you're still my lantern Bright or not, you've led me through the dark I'd still fight for days we've had But i know i wont get it back... Please, please i want those days back so bad! But i dont want to beg, i understand how you feel Like a lantern you light my way through the dark. I never wanted t